Countdown--4 days to go

Yesterday I had my weekly dr. appt. I am still a 1 with no changes at all from last week. Baby is really big, and my doctor doesnt want to wait too much longer before evicting him. So, unless I go on my own, Wednesday I will have a brand new baby boy to love. The kids are beyond excited. I am nervous, as I am really wanting to go into labor on my own. The idea of sitting in a hospital bed all day long in pain waiting to progess doesnt really appeal to me. But, the prize at the end of it all does.